Too much pain & misery has made her felt suffocated. she dont know how to face him, so she can only pretend that none has happened before. she really wish theres a med that allows her to forget all her pain & misery and her past two years memory.. She wish that those memories do not exist at all.. A life buoy suddenly appear infront of her, for her to cling onto. she really wishes to cling onto him and bring herself out of tis misery... but will it just lead to another again?

Forgive her if she is wild. she is just trying to forget everything.. please give her more time and accept her behaviour for now.. But yes, thanks to his cruelness and igoring her pleas when she needed him the most that day. Now, she is able to face him as as though nothing has happened before. she is pleased with her own performance. please, please continue to ignore her no matter how upset or how needy she is, in the future..

only through such pain, she is able to let go.. 

She thot it was over, she longer feel anything anymore. But it is not true at all. why?? why did he show concern to her at all? 'A' told her that it is just a normal way of a friend showing concern. it dont meant anything at all. Prob it is is really true, but it meant a big deal to her. It gave her false hopes and wrong idea.

He said 'he has too much burden to take care of her. He hope that she believe that he love her.' she dont know whether he wants her to believe that the love they used to hav is real or to believe he still love her till today. she dont know, but does it still matters? K says, only by having all the answers to her 'why' then she is able to forget and move on.

But....

Can she still believe in something called 'Love'?

But one thing for now that she knows is,

she still miss him....